I love talking to myself and naming my cock when beating off. I am so addicted to the aesthetic of playing with myself.

I am in my early 40’s. I masturbate 4 times a day. And I love how my hands look on my hard on. I talk out loud sometimes.

“Yeah? You like that? Look at that beautiful cum rocket, Edward…. you perverted little fucker. Stroke a load out of it…. Good boy. Look at how hard and thick you are…”

I love closing my eyes and just slowing way down. Feeling every stroke like it’s a daydream. I am getting hard typing this. I jerk off at work and send the videos to my lady friend. She loves it.

I love giving my hard on nicknames as a stroke it. Cum muscle, dick rocket, cum rocket, fuck stick, semen tower.

I feel like it is almost problematic. I want to jerk off all the time. I record it and even watch it while in bed. My own videos. I want post my cummy videos here but I don’t know where I would do it. I am not sure how the response would be.

Anyways, I had to vent this. I am going to go jerk off now. I guess if you do want a video DM me.